Introduction

I’m in my early thirties. When i was younger they always used to say that women hit their sexual peak right about now. It’s something I’ve been looking forward to for quite some time and now I can confirm that I am constantly horny as fuck. Imagine my initial panic when out of the blue my partner of 7 years dumps me for a blond bimbo that looks like she’s been plucked from a cartoon. Of course the first thing that went through my head was well who am I going to shag now?!

That was a few months ago now. Initially I went on a few dating sites, my single friend.com, plenty of fish etc met some horrifically incompatible men and a lot of bastards. Eventually it occurred to me that this whole dating milarky was just an annoying stepping stone to the wholly more satisfying stage of having sex with someone on a regular basis. The other bits, the watching telly together and chatting on msn all day I could really do without to be honest.

I work and live in central London. I do o.k for myself. I live in a big house in North London that I share with 4 of my best friends. I’ve worked myself up the pecking order in my career of choice. I earn a pretty good income, all of which is spent on either having fun, feeling fucked or trying to look good. I’m out doing something or seeing someone most nights of the week. I order everything online. alcohol from virginwines.com food from justeat.com clothes from republic.com and currently my men from gumtree.com.

It’s not that I can’t pull when I’m out or anything. I just think that a great night can all of a sudden be ruined by encouraging the advances of amorous random men. They will also be drunk, the sex will probably be shit and they also have a high probability of being a complete dick head. The other option is of course to pull within my circle of friends. Even bigger mistake in my opinion. I have a reputation to uphold!

So basically this blog is about my experiences of meeting men on the internet for sex. I’m mainly doing this because I want to document my experiences for myself. I mean some of this shit is too good to forget. But if anyone reads it and enjoys it then why the hell not. And besides I quite like the thought of anonymously writing about my sexual experiences.

Mark & Anthony

I’ve been trying to set up a MMF threesome. Its been my fantasy for ages now to have 2 cocks inside me, 3 in fact would be better. I’m determined to experience double penetration as soon as I possibly can. I’ve been chatting to a few Mark and Anthonys now but there has always been an issue with one of us meeting. I’m still on the look out for this to happen though, I honestly can’t wait!

Introducing Davey

Davey I met on Gumtree. He’s really good fun, a bit posh, but then so am I. We’ve been having some great role play texting sessions, him as my boss, me as his sexy secretary getting fucked over the boardroom table. Something to brighten up the working day anyway. I’m meeting him on Tuesday for drinks and fucking at my place. It will be the second time we’ve slept together and I’m looking forward to how it will pan out. Last time was great, fun, passionate. He laid me down over my dressing table and fucked me, knocking everything on the floor. But apart from me licking his arsehole that was about as kinky as it got. He liked that though so I’m looking forward to what’s to come with him.

Introducing Rich

Is so my type looks wise. He’s my age, got blond hair, piercing blue eyes, scruffy, intelligent, considered and has a very dirty mind. The first time we met, the way he kissed me, I knew this would be steamy. I’ve met him for sex 4 times now. He’s really dominant but in a slow gentle way. I feel like he completely takes me over. He’s fucked me in the arse, then the pussy, then the arse again. He said no one had ever sucked his cock like I did. Well I have never had anyone fuck my face like he did. Kind of wrong, but strangely hot, I was transfixed by his cock, he was causing me to gag but I kept going back for more. I wanted to take as much of him as I could.

Well I tried to arrange our 5th hook up but he told me that it had run it’s course unless I wanted a 3some or go to a sex club. I said no worries and that if I did I would bear him in mind. 3 days later he’s texting me at 4am wanting sex, then the following evening, then I get some blank texts, then he apologies for drunk dialing me. I tell him I’d be happy to hook up with him again. Well guys like this are hard to find!

He wants me to fuck him with a strap on and get a girl friend to have a 3some with us. So on Thursday I’m going to fuck him up the arse. I was a bit apprehensive about it at first, it’s not something I’ve ever thought about. But I’ve been fantasising about it recently, especially when I’ve been making myself cum and I know how I want to do it. I want to lie him down on his front, spread his arse cheeks apart and spit on his arse hole. Then lick around it and stick my tongue inside. Pushing in one finger then another then another. Then taking my lubed up strap on I slowly push it inside. It’s tight at first so I go slow, but it starts to give and I push it in deeper. Oooh look at me getting all carried away. It’s not even happened yet. I wonder if it will go like that.

I’ve also made in roads in asking a friend of mine to have a 3 some with us. I think she’s definitely to type to be up for it. We’ll have to see with that as well.

Introducing Daniel

As if I don’t have enough going on, the first guy I saw after I finished with my long relationship got back in touch last week. He dumped me, wasn’t a problem though, he wasn’t really my type and I slept with him on the first night so I think he realised I wasn’t girlfriend material. He was amazing with his hands though, he could hit my g spot with his fingers like I have never experienced before in my life. Its very rare I can have a non clitoral orgasm but he did it every time. Amazing. When he got in touch I wasn’t going to turn down the opportunity to experience that again.

So we met last weds, we got pizza, got naked, I sat in a big chair and he finger fucked me until I had multiple waves of orgasm. Then he pulls me towards the bedroom and I know its going to go downhill. I like people who are confident when fucking, to have either at least a hint of aggression or be able to enjoy submitting. He was just unsure of himself, cautiously moving in and out, stopping every now and again to ask if I’m having a good time. So boring.

But after he’s come he went down on me and finger fucked me again until I had a mind blowing orgasm, you know, which was nice of him. To repay the favour I moved him so that he was straddling my face and I deep throated him, looking up, sucking him off. Then he moves my hand. I thought he wanted me to stick my fingers up his arse. Hahaha apparently not, he freaked out. He moved away but I put my hands on his arse and pulled him towards me, I make a fist around his cock, wanking him off, rubbing his bellend along my tongue and then all of a sudden I could feel the warm jets of his cum on my face.

I was quite happy to leave it like that but I left some stuff round his place so looks like I’ll be going back for more. Oh well 

Introducing Steve

Tomorrow I’ve arranged to see Steve who I was seeing a few months ago. I finished with him because he was really rubbish in bed. I mean really, not even boring, actually unpleasantly annoying. It was really that bad. Obviously I didn’t tell him any of this. I said that our lifestyles are incompatible.

On Friday I bumped into him on the street outside my office. I’m hoping this was a coincident and he’s not stalking me. So he asks if we can meet up for a drink Sunday afternoon. Sure I say, it’s been a while so I don’t expect him to think we’re going to get it on. But he texts back… so you can use me? He always used to say I was amazing in bed. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing, he actually made me bad in bed. Quite possibly some of the worst sex I’ve ever had. He used to have a spanking fetish which was quite fun but everything else was really bad. But he’s really funny, we had a laugh together so I kinda wanted to meet up and have a few drinks and a giggle. So I say that I just want to meet up for a few drinks as friends. He’s cool with that so we’ll see how that one goes tomorrow.

Introducing Aaron

Aaron has been a friend of mine for a while. Well kind of, he’s within my “crowd” but the guy needs help. I’m a bit of a sucker for a lost cause and we’ve had more of a councilor / patient relationship of late. He is a bit of a mentalist to say the least and has been going through a few problems recently. He dramatises everything and is massively paranoid, mostly because he takes a lot of drugs. I’ve been trying to be there for him a bit recently, providing a sofa to crash on and generally being a good friend. I don’t find him attractive in the slightest and I’ve never done anything to give him the impression otherwise.

Last night I receive a worrying text from him. It said that he’s flipped out, it was always going to happen, he’s leaving London but thanks for being there. So I call him and he’s telling me that he flipped out after I told him to fuck off at my party. I assure you that did not happen. He makes stuff up to be upset about. He said he kind of loves me, that he’s glad that he’s said is and it’s out loud now. Well what do you say to that? I opted for “don’t say that, you know I don’t feel the same way.” then made my excuses after a few niceties so he didn’t think I was being a complete bitch.

It’s a bit disturbing to be honest. Here you have a guy one minute telling you he’s unhinged and the second telling you he loves you. Not really the safest mixture and what do I do now? I have a friend who’s flipping out and needs people around him but at the same time I can’t encourage him or lead him on.

Introducing John

I was still maintaining the last remaining contact from traditional dating sites. We hadn’t slept together yet, he wanted to wait. We have been speaking on msn now for around 3 months and seen each other 4 times recently. But it’s started to get a bit soppy. Don’t get me wrong I’m as much to blame, I kind of got caught up in having someone really into me. Saying sweet things and stuff, it made me smile.

But recently it’s been getting more  and more intense until last night he said something about wanting to see me in such a way that it made me shudder. Then I look down at my phone and see 2 text messages from the men I’m arranging to meet for sex next week. He has no idea about this side of me as a person, he’s falling for the sweet girlfriend material person I’ve been having fun putting on for him. All of a sudden my conscious gets the better of me. I’m leading him on and I need to end it.

So this morning I sent him an email. I know you’re probably thinking that’s a bit of a cop out and I agree totally. But the thing is I can’t properly get the message across when I have to actually say it.

In a nutshell it said that I freaked out because of what he said, I can’t move on from my ex, I’m being selfish and doing things he wouldn’t approve of. That I like him but timing is wrong.

He’s tried to talk to me on msn today but his Hey message looked like he hadn’t got mine yet. I haven’t spoken to him since but we were supposed to see each other tonight, so I presume the fact he hasn’t been in touch means he’s got the message. I feel bad but at the same time I was honest, I hope respectful and it’d best to say it than carry on with something that’s wrong.